The young woman walked slowly towards the train station, as she had done
every day since he had... gone. That had been over four, long, torturous years
ago, and she quickly forced her mind to suppress her anger and sadness. The
trains, the trains were all that mattered in her lonely world.
A train had taken him from her to go off to fight that dirty war. And she
knew in her heart that one day a train would bring him back to her. He had told
her not to wait for his return, for it may never come. But, she, Therese, had
vowed to him her undying loyalty and love, there that day, on those same tracks.
It was just after sunrise and she heard the first of the morning trains
coming toward her. Then it was there in a whoosh and with her hair streaming
behind her in the wind, she threw the single red rose that she had carried
inside her shirt, over her heart. As she had done each day. Then, also as she
had done each day, she walked disconsolately home to her barren, lifeless
apartment, and sat down to weep into her hands. Waiting for the night to come
again so the morning could follow it. Sometimes she slept, other times she did
not.
At last it was morning again, and Therese picked a rose from the street
market as she wound her lonesome path to the train-yard. Everyone who watched
her every day had long ago given up on any hope that she would start accepting
his obvious death and begin her grieving process. Such a beautiful woman, and
still so young and vital. They sighed. And they were always polite to her, and
crossed themselves, praying to their God for an end to her sorrow. Another
morning train, another red rose. Once again Therese walked with her head bowed,
back to the apartment they had once shared together. Once so vibrant and filled
with life's essence, it was now as desolate as a tomb, dark and depressingly
cold...
One morning, there was a commotion outside her apartment, and she listlessly
walked over to look out the window. People were screaming, crying, and wailing.
Others were pointing toward the train-yard and wildly gesticulating. Then en
masse the crowd began to surge noisily down the avenue to the trains.
Therese sensed their urgency and threw her clothes on, rushing out the door
and into the street. She found herself running breathlessly, not even
understanding yet what the commotion was all about.
Then she arrived at the station and saw everyone standing around, with
shocked expressions and numbed minds. For behind the locomotive were three open
cars, and each of them carried dead soldiers. An officer was distributing lists
to the crowd, and she grabbed one from an elderly woman, and clutched it tightly
in her hands to read. Her eyes were blurry, but she wiped them and moved on down
the list. And stopped. Her hands opened weakly and she let the list flutter down
to the floor of the train station. One of the names on the list had been his.
Roger was on that train that was carrying dead soldiers. The rest of what was
left of her heart sank deeply into her chest, and she turned away from the train
and the sight of the hundreds of dead soldiers.
She walked in a slow-motion daze toward the edge of the train platform, but
nobody noticed. Everyone was caught up in their own miseries. She clutched the
last rose she would ever throw in front of a train, clutched it tightly against
her heart. Therese stepped closer to the edge. Then closer. Then her toes were
anging over, and she steeled herself for her only chance to end her torment and
finally be with Roger. The train began to move out, and slowly picked up speed.
Therese waited, as she was used to doing. She waited for the last car to be
rushing past her and leaned forward quickly to fall. As she was past the balance
point beyond which she could not stop from falling, she heard a loud voice
calling her name, even as a hand grabbed her by her coat. She screamed to be let
go, and began to kick at her would-be savior, until she looked into his face.
She thought that she had finally gone mad, for the face was her Roger's, and he
was pulling her away from the platform and hugging her to him.
She sobbed loudly, letting it all out in great wracking spasms, but still he
held her tightly. After a time she began coming back to reality and the rational
part of her brain started to reason. "I saw your name! You were on the
list! How can this be so?"
"Mon-Cherie," Roger assured her, "I was on the list of the
wounded who were sent back. We had to ride on the death trains. Don't you see,
it is I, your Roger!"
"Oh Roger, my darling sweet Roger. I was afraid you would never come
back to me alive. But you have come home! And you are wounded? Where Roger, how
did they hurt you?"
"I have a broken right arm, Therese, that's all."
"Your arm? Then how did you grab me and pull me back?" Therese was
puzzled.
"Well, dear one, I guess I broke it again while rescuing you. Will you
nurse me back to health? It hurts like hell."
"Let us go to our home now then, and I shall take care of you."
"But just one more thing, Therese?"
"What my darling, brave, soldier?"
"No more train stations for awhile okay?"
Therese sobered at that thought, and walked over to a street vendor and gave
him money for all of his roses. It was now Roger's turn to be puzzled.
Therese walked to the edge of the platform, and Roger panicked, and began to
run towards her. At the very edge of the platform Therese jumped up into the air
and threw the roses so that they scattered over the tracks.
"I believe that now, Roger, I need never see a train again."
Together the woman and her man walked clumsily up the cobblestone street, and
everyone cheered for them. The walking was clumsy because they were walking
sideways, holding each other like this was their last day together. Instead of
their first...